Saturday, April 09, 2005
{ 5:17 AM }
2dae gort meeting ferr our lit proj.dhen i found out sth..moii lines r so chao mani lorx..wonderr if i can memorise nort. scared scared..hahaas..we practiced a lot though..n obviousli wif script larz!..received joy's email 2dae. u noe wat? i tink joy n moii ishh sum how too far. n..i guess i'm the onli one who's asking the questions n he'll b the one who's alwaes answering it. y izzit lyk tt?? i dunt underrstand. i m starting tuu doubt the repli of tt email on 3rd of april. i tink it's juz a belated arpil fool joke tuu moii bahx..bt..i dunt noe..cuz he lyk no feeling lyk tt..hahaas..wat a joke. n trust mii believin' tt stupiid joke! dunt euu tink i'm stupiid? hahaas..nvm..i'll try tuu learn tuu b nort so uptight about all this. n learn tuu let go slowli. until the dae i learn tuu let go, will i treat euu as a friend again. hahaas..i'll dropp a tearr ferr euu everydae when tinking of euu until the dae i decided tt everything btwin uss ishh no longerr true. it's all hiistory..let's hope so..i keep liein' tuu moiiself tt i no longerr lyk euu..bt..soon, i found out tt..i cannot lie tuu moiiself cuz the more i lie tuu moiself, the moii i feel hurt. [badli defeated] yr words pierced thru' moii heartt lyk spears. it left moii bleeding wif out ani support or care. y muz euu do such a harm tuu moii? y?